| Im a liar |
[22 Mar 2006|10:32am] |
Ok I lied THIS is my last post. I just thought i'd explain why Im leaving LJ.
Point 1:
I only really stayed on so that I can talk to friends that have moved away and we could still know what was going on in each others lives...but a lot of my friends have left livejournal..so yea.
Point 2: Ugh..i know i had a point 2...uhm. Ok well i can't think of it..but i have a point 3.
Point 3: I only stayed because I needed to rant about stuff...but I have nothing to complain about. All of my problems just flew out the window once I met Josh. He's all that is important. I love him!
I will still come on to read other people's LJ..and probably post comments. <333
Love ya
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| Bye! |
[19 Mar 2006|07:45pm] |
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Hey everyone....Im leaving LJ. This is gonna be my last post. <333 Later
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[17 Mar 2006|09:39am] |
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| Home again.. |
[13 Mar 2006|08:14am] |
Yup...didn't go to school again today. For those of you who don't know on Thursday I had an allergic reaction to something and yesterday night I was in the hospital. Im ok now, im on some medication. I would go in if it wasn't all over my face...or make-up would cover it up..but it is, and it doesn't.
Josh is back, and it's been a marathon with him. He was so tired last night. We took a nap together once we got back to his house. I think we fell asleep for like 3 hours hehe. The rest of the night was....yummy lol
Even though it was only a day....it felt like 2 weeks. Ok maybe im exagerating a little...but still felt like a long time!
<333
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[11 Mar 2006|05:37pm] |
Josh is away. He went to Warren with his friend Age. She only has a two seat car so it wouldn't have worked out. But it's only for a day. I can deal.
I ended up getting a lot accomplished today.
Worked on graduation project
Cleaned room & turtle
Worked on my music
did some drawing
did some dance
took a walk
Im gonna do prayer once my sister leaves
Footbagged a lil bit. Cuz i suck hehe
I might go see a show with steph tonight. West Side Story at Notre Dame. Depends if she doesn't crash. Or me. I have been breaking out in hives for the past couple days. At least it's not on my face anymore. I've just been truing to occupy myself so that im not depressed Josh is gone lol. Yesterday was ridiculous...it took us forever to finally say goodbye lol. Im gonna see him tommorow morning! Or maybe even tonight. But most likely tommorow.
Now im just waiting for my sister to leave...still lol. Maybe ill crash. I've been taking ben. to help my hives...it's working so-so.
I miss him...<3333
Later
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| dont even ask |
[08 Mar 2006|10:52am] |
My
phone
is better
than Joshima's
SUCK PHONE
♥
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| Fingers crossed |
[08 Mar 2006|09:09am] |
So...there is a footbag tournament in Warren PA. It's about a 5 hour drive. Josh might be going with some other footbagger. Her name is Adriene I beleive (although im positive i spelled it wrong)
I asked my mom this morning (if Adriene didn't mind of course) if I could go. I really want to go to a tournament, and I really want to leave morrisville. So this was the set-up
"So mom hear me out. Josh might be going to this tournament in Warren PA. All day we would be there and then we might go out to eat and then me and Josh and Adriene are gonna stay together in a hotel room. We're not gonna be alone at any time and I wouldn't need that much money. It's only for a night and I really want to go. Can I???"
She said "wait to find out what he's doing. If he's even gonna go or not. Then find out if she doesn't mind if you go." So, there is DEFF a chance I can go.
If all goes according to plan...then this weekend is gonna be sooo good. Just waking up..and him being right there...is gonna be soooo uh-mazing. I can't even breathe!!! <333
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| because im a salty whore |
[21 Feb 2006|03:37pm] |
[ ] I'm afraid of the quiet.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I'm afraid of the dark
[x] I am afraid to love.
[ ] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night.
[ ] I am homosexual.
[x] I believe in true love.
[ ] I've run away from home
[x] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm sad.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[ ] I watch ESPN.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I love Disney movies
[ ] I am a sucker for blue or green eyes.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse regularly
[ ] I've driven way over speed limit because i was mad
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] Cheated on your girlfriend/boyfriend.
[ ] Sleep on the phone with your girlfriend/boyfriend.
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I bake well.
[x] I have worn pajamas to class.
[ ] I have owned something from Hollister.
[x] I've cuss out a teacher before.
[ ] I have a job.
[ ] I love Martha Stewart.
[x] I like someone.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self-conscious.
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I drink alcohol on a regular basis.
[x] I have tried a cigarette.
[ ] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[x] I have tried alcohol.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I've been out of this country.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I like chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I am comfortable with being me.
[x] I play computer games when I'm bored.
[ ] Gotten lost in the city.
[x] Seen a shooting star
[x] Had a serious surgery.
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas.
[x] Have kissed a stranger.
[x] Hugged a stranger.
[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of the same sex.
[x] Been in a fist fight.
[ ] Been arrested
[x] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of your nose.
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] Made out in an elevator.
[x] swore at your parents.
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[x] Gotten stitches.
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[x] Bitten someone.
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] Gotten the chicken pox
[x] crashed in a car
[ ] Been to Japan.
[ ] I've got beaten up.
[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[x] Shoplifted.
[ ] Been fired.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] Stole something from your job.
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] Been to Europe
[ ] Slept with a co-worker
[ ] Been married.
[ ] Gotten divorced.
[ ] I moved to another state.
[x] Saw someone/something dying.
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[ ] Been to Canada.
[ ] Been On A Plane.
[x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] Thrown up in a bar.
[x] Eaten Sushi.
[x] Been snowboarding.
[ ] Been skiing.
[x] Been ice skating.
[x] Cried in public.
[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed.
[x] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have
[x] Played with someone's emotions.
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| Me and Josh? |
[17 Feb 2006|12:21pm] |
Okay so I tried drawing me and Josh before and it didn't turn out so well. I looked like a giddy school girl and he looked like he hated life. So I drew another one today. I look like a giddy school girl with shorter hair then I actually have..and he looks like he hates life.
Oh well..I tried haha <3
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| yaya!!! |
[12 Feb 2006|12:50pm] |
Ugh...snow. Pretty..but way too cold for me..
Good news for me tho..
Got my report card.
B
A
C
C
C
A
Here is the good news. I might be able to either do one of the following Next Year.
1. Go into school late every day.
2. Leave school early
3. Only go for half the year.
I have 20.5 credits and you only need 28 to grad. If I get 4 credits this marking period and the next, I'll have all i need to grad. Speaking of grad..I havn't finished my project..but it's not due till May anywayz so who cares.
It's been a Joshima marathon!!! yummm...he's gonna come over now and pick me up..then we're going back to his house and we're gonna eat breakfast. He came over yesterday and we ate breakfast.
Ugh..and now im pissed again as usual. I can't live here anymore...Why can't i just turn fucking 18 already??? This is a bunch of bullshit.
Im out. <3 Sorry bout the last part but i needed to fucking vent.
♥
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[09 Feb 2006|08:16pm] |
It's been....nothing short of amazing. Josh is amazing..but let me talk about him in a min. (Im trying to go in order here)
So today was really cool. Nicole kidnapped me so I could help her with the dance. It's comming along really good. We're doing "temperature" by sean paul. We have a lot done..and I KNOW im gonna be sore tommorow. I danced from 3:00 till 5:30 and then rested for a bit..then from 6:30 till about 5 min ago. I might start up again in a min..because I don't think Josh is gonna call till like 9-9:30. So the dance is good but I don't think ill be in it. Im just gonna help create it and then help teach it.
Me and Josh have been hanging out a lot..he's picked me up from school and then we've just chilled till like 12:30. ...and I wouldn't chage anything. I love hanging out with him.
Okay...he's comming over...he's gonna watch me be and idiot and try to add moves...dancing, myspace and LJ..gahh im a loser..lol later <3
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| Make a wish.. |
[07 Feb 2006|10:53am] |
Yesterday was a very bad day, that turned into an awesome day. Once I saw Josh everything was perfect. And now im sitting in school, and I can't wait to see him... It's only been a day and I miss him so much.
Yesterday we went to the mall. I have a couple favorite parts about our day. We got block candy.( Candy that looks like legos) I was sooo excited cuz i havn't had any since i was like 8. We sat in the corner of the food court and just sat together, made stuff outta legos..it was cool.
We went to the fountain and made a wish. I didn't want to tell Josh what is was..because it wouldn't come true. So we played the Yes or No game. Within like 5 min he knew what I wished for...but I found out what he wished for too. We both wished for the same thing.
Our wish one (not exact wording)- That we'd be in love forever or a really long time.
Oh yea..and we went emo watching</b. there was a kid in the mall..the emoest kid you'd ever see...and We were following him trying to get close enough so Josh could take a pic of him. It was sooo funny.
Last night wasn't so funny. I went to Josh's hosue and we fell asleep. I was supposed to be home at 11:30..but we didn't wake up till 12:30. My mom was pissed. So I had to come up with a story...ugh It wasn't a good time..
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| Im sad when it rains |
[03 Feb 2006|10:14am] |
I think im deff a seasonal person. When it's raining...im sad. Like today for example. I woke up and it was already a horrible day. I got my period..and that sucks.
My Uncle had to be taken to the hospital. Something happened with his nose about a week ago. He went to see the doctor and they told him to go to the hospital. They said it was life threatening..which i could see because it's so close to his eyes and brain. He's not really my uncle..he's my godfather....but i'd consider him to be my uncle more then my real uncles. I just hope he's okay. I don't know how long he'll be there for. Im probably going to do a spell for him tonight.
Okay so Josh came over last night and we were watching a movie. The Anarchists Cookbook...which was actually good. Anyway...after the movie we turned the tv off and was just lying on the living room floor. My mum walked in and she told us what was going on...then this morning this is what happened.
Mum: I didn't like the site i saw last night. It wasn't appropriate.
Me: What are you talking about? We were watching the movie remember...then the movie ended and we were just laying down. What do you think we were doing having sex????
Mum- I dunno what you guys were doing before i came into the house.
Me: Yea!!with dad in the other room
Mum- Hey I dunno what you guys do. Do you guys have sex???
Me- Omg mom...no. Why do you always think im having sex with some guy??? I love how you think im a WHROE!
Mum- I didn't say that...
UGH! I can't wait till im 18. I dunno. I think i need to get outta the house for a while. I dunno if Josh is picking me up from school today. I kinda hope he does because I don't wanna be alone. If he doesn't then I'll probably try to find an excuse to leave the house. Take a walk or something...anything.
Later Loves <3
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| so tired!!!!! |
[01 Feb 2006|10:34am] |
ugh, okay so not much of an update, becasuenothing is really going on. Just the norm. Sat. is Sam's party..which I am finally gonna give her her Christmas gift lmao cuz i keep forgetting..but i still dunno what to get her for her b-day. Maybe I'll just give her a case of pepsi...who doesn't love pepsi!!! Lol..then ill smack her! <333 lol
Anywho...me and Josh have had a really long streak going on. But I wouldn't want to be doing anything else with my time. King's class is kinda boring...so im texting Josh. Okay, so i know this sounds weird but...Josh suprises me sometimes. Back when we had gym together I would have never thought me and Josh would ever be together...Of course I liked him..not as much as I do now of course haha. :::sigh::: He's amazing! Like I said to him yesterday...I wouldn't trade what we have for the world.
So after school today I have chorus. Don't really fel like going. The only 2 thnigs I want to do is.
1. Sleep
2. See Josh
Ugh Im out.....later loves! ♥
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| She a whore who covers it up with make-up |
[28 Jan 2006|12:26pm] |
Josh Rant
Okay since He was the firdt person I talked to today I have to talk about him first while he's fresh in my mind (not that he isn't all the time) So far...no regrets. Josh is amazing! One of the things on my "things to do before I die list" Fall in love was on there....okay...so i may want it...but it's also a fear of mine. I don't want to get hurt...but I can't stop my self from falling for Josh. He's amazing. I love everything about him. The way he says "I love you" in my ear. The way I can't breathe sometimes when Im around him. The way He beats me (which he's not allowed to do anymore). They way he starts steaming when he's all hot and sweaty. His expressions on his face...ugh I could go on forever lol.
-end ♥
Ok so Monday starts our new classes.
I start off with English with...Mrs. Young? I think. I've never had her as a teacher before.
Desktop publsihing..I dunno if I have King or Kwartnik. Hopefully King.
Geometry- Mr. Lingman...whom Im scared to DEATH of. He's just so....uncomfortable to be around.
Then Science with Mr. Erickson. Never had him before either. All I hear is that he's a stoner lol.
Okay..im gonna go make a strawberry milkshake :) <33 Later Ladies and Gents.
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[26 Jan 2006|05:51pm] |
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Everything has been going really well. Me and Josh are doing good, and i think i did alright on my exams.
Im really excited abour Chamber too becuase we're doing Phantom of the Opera. It sounds really good so far. The chorus music isn't so good. Little lamb is horrible. The worst song ever! You Raise me up sounds really pretty so far. You can't stop the beat is way to fast. Especially since we've went over it once and the people in the middle row don't sing. It was just me and Chelsea the one day. W/e
So Mp came over and I drew on her with the permanent markers she had...take a look.
( MP gone wild )
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| Break me out |
[17 Jan 2006|11:24pm] |
Having a bad day
but I made chamber! Today was auditions and Im in. yay. This made me happy.
Im so thankful I have him. ♥
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| I must be emo |
[09 Jan 2006|01:40pm] |
Wow, does anyone still write? lol. Im probably the only one left..me and Carmella...it's ok...we're cool! <3
Speaking of Carmella, we hung out yesterday. Her, Josh, and me. We did our make-up all crazy like (Josh didn't like it tho) and we went to sev and i got a slurpee...yay! hen we went back to Carmella's house and chilled. It was cool.
Ugh all I want to do is go home. Today didn't go that bad actually. First period went fast because all we did were some sudoku(sp?) puzzles and then 2nd period went fast because she was just talking about her trip to Japan. Of course Mrs. Yonkin's period was awful as usual...and in Mr. Gober we hung out in the computer lab all day and we have a sub all week. My eyes just really hurt though. All I want to do is go home and take some medicine.
Im gonna go get my nails done though after school sometime. I don't know what color I want though. I need my eyebrows done too..but i'll just save my oney and do them at home. w/e
Hmm...I feel like i need to get away from my house for a day. I might ask Josh what he's doing this weekend..and maybe he'll want to take a train to philly and just roam around philly. I dunno...maybe not lol.
<33 Later loves..I have to go occupy myself with something...something HAS to be unblocked from the comp. <33
| Your Inner Blood Type is AB! | 
Your personality is hard to define - you're very unconventional.
And even if your personality could be defined, it would be completely different next week!
Outgoing and shy, sensitive and thoughtless, you tend to have a very split personality.
This makes you unpredictable. You can be a total angel - and a total devil.
You are most compatible with: everyone!
Famous Type AB's: Jackie Chan and Marilyn Monroe |
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[07 Jan 2006|03:02pm] |
PLEASE IGNORE the bulletins. Lol. Sorry about all of them..im being a whore lol. Im sending MYF stuff out like crazy. I need to get more people on that...so for now please IGNORE them
Love you all! <3
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[02 Jan 2006|11:55pm] |
Eek
He's back
He went to NY for 2 days. This morning I called him up and around 2 he picked me up. We chilled at his house for a while then he took me out to eat.... My first dinner date...ever! we went to a chinese place in the Morrisville Shopping Center. It was cool. Then we went back to his house. Walked in the rain for a bit and watched Family Guy Dvd's.
I missed him
<3
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